Once a year, the majority of people start making resolutions and goals they would like to accomplish. This is known as New Year’s. This is a time when people start thinking about what they didn’t do last year and want to try and accomplish again in the new year.

These past few days, much of what I’ve seen are people posting and talking about their New Year resolutions so it only feels appropriate that I do the same. Problem is, I don’t have any…yet. I haven’t even had a chance to think about what I want to do different this year. The holidays flew by and I wasn’t feeling well for New Year’s so I pretty much stayed home resting.

Truth is, I’ve been struggling to find my motivation for the last few months. Specifically, my motivation to get back on track with my health and workout regimen. My trainer no longer trains at the gym she used to and is out “shopping” for a new gym to start her classes again. That leaves me waiting, doing nothing.  Mainly because I don’t want to, because technically, I can join another gym, I just don’t want to. I’m mentally exhausted when I get home from work and the last thing I want to do is go to a gym. Besides the fact that I always think that I can use that time to catch up on my blogging instead. I’m not a morning person so you’ll never see me waking up early to exercise, I can barely get up for work.

There are many changes that I’d like to make in my life, both personal and professional, but I don’t know specifically what. Does that even make sense? Does anything in this post make sense? I might be rambling on and on, but it’s the way I’ve felt these last few months. It’s like I’m in my comfort zone, yet not fully passionate about it. We’ll never find anything meaningful while in our comfort zone; we must venture out of it.

Here we are, a few days into the new year and I have yet to find my motivation for the aforementioned as well as for my resolutions. I’m not sure what I want to accomplish this year. I’m not sure what I’d like to do different this year. I just have this need to do something different, and although I don’t know what it is yet, I’m sure I’ll find it along the way….

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