Life is full of changes, some scarier than others, but they’re all for the better. Besides having to confront and go through changes, sometimes we also find ourselves in a need to reinvent ourselves. Moving almost 2 years ago from LA to Miami was a big change, albeit scary, but a positive one nonetheless. We’re 7 months into 2017 and since the beginning of the year I’ve been in a rut, in several aspects which in turn caused me to question a lot of things in my life. Am I headed in the right direction? What direction is that in the first place? What’s next? What now? 7 months where I’ve honestly questioned a lot of things, even my own goals and dreams and my ability to achieve them. I also doubted myself many times wondering if I had what it takes to continue. I was a roller coaster of emotions between believing in myself and wanting to take over the world, and doubting myself and wanting to hide under the covers. Was I stuck? What needed to change? What was I doing wrong? Was I doing something wrong? Questions that ran through my head every single day.
A recent situation made me open my eyes and realize that I wasn’t doing things that were keeping me in the right direction. I was distracting myself from the goal. I realized I needed to make changes, but not only changes. I needed to reinvent myself and start over in a sense. I’m currently on that path. I still have very emotional days but I feel like I’m actually headed in the right direction. That doesn’t mean I don’t feel lost at times because that still happens, but in a sense I feel like I have a better grip on things. I’m going through some changes and those changes include this blog. Within the next few months, I will be sharing one of those changes with you which directly correlates to this blog. These changes and feelings are all part of the process; process we need to endure to come out better in the end. As they say, if it was easy, everyone would do it.
I hope amongst the changes you continue to follow me as the person (whether that’s Becky, Becks, Rebecca, or Claudia to you) and not only for this blog. I need some more time to breathe deeper and think things better before I come back in full force. In the meantime, stay with me. I need all the support I can get. Love you all.